How can I pretend that I don't see what you hide so carelessly?

I'll believe all your lies! Just pretend you love me...

However did you manage to push away every living thing you come across? So afraid that anyone will hate you. You pretend you hate them first.

I hold my breath as this life starts to take its toll. I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds but I feel I've been lied to. Lost all faith in the things I have achieved